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Sun Nov 2, 2008, 1:39 PM
Hey i hope everyone had a good halloween! I did:D
I was able to dress up in my sexy witch costume again which was awesome<3

On another topic, my life sucks once more. My father is being a bastard again, i wanted to go to a art college today to see and meet some of the professors to see if the saw any potential in me and were willing to give me some sort of scholarship, but my dad flat out said that i wasnt ready and refused to take me. Harsh words were said and we had a row and unfortunately i got depressed from some 'things' he said and i went into my room, started crying, and tore up most of pictures in anger and depression. My mom tried to console me but i pretty much told her that ive given up on my art and writing dreams.

Why? Because my art sucks and is going nowhere. My writing sucks, as do all my english teachers agree with that. And i literally just dont give a rats ass about anything right now. Ive been drowning my miseries in playing old games on my playstation 2.

Anyway, even though I have given up on art i will continue to draw and MAYBE post stuff on here, who knows? And im almost finished with chapter 9 of LMBYR. And im still going to finish Shadows, Marsha, and Raccoons presents before i completely give up on writing too.

Hope you all have a less crappy day then i did!:blackrose:

  • Mood: Irritated
  • Listening to: I am Ghost
  • Reading: yaoi
  • Watching: super robot monkey team episodesX3
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: water

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:icontigerlilytessa:
we dont celebrate halloween in our country :cries:

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"As the finishing touch, God created the Dutch!"
:icondarkangel10003:
Oh wow you poor thing:cling:

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A drunk driver is dangerous, everybody knows that. But so is a drunk backseat driver if he's persuasive!

Me-*drunk*"Dude, turn left."

Driver-"Those are trees..."

Me-"Trust me!"
:iconanimerockgirl:
I'm sorry to hear that but if you really don't give a rats ass about what people think about you, you would still write and not give up on art! You love to write and draw! I can see it in you. (Well you know)
I know you love art too much not to give up on it. Try going a week without drawing. Not even doodling. I can't do it so I don't think you'll be able to. X)

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It is of interest to note that while some dolphins are reported to have learned English -- up to fifty words used in correct context -- no human being has been reported to have learned dolphinese.
- Carl Sagan
:icongaaralikescookies19:
I like your drawings! Pease don't stop drawing!
I'm not doing very well as an artist right now either...my stuff just isn't good...and I feel like the other people in my art class are just so much better than me....and my parents don't really support my writing at all....they don't like my poems

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Lila wins.

I’m mean but honest..

"Whatever doesn't kill you simply makes you stranger..." ~The Joker

“One person's craziness is another person's reality.” ~Tim Burton
Lila wins.
:icontigerlilytessa:
aww ^^ :hug:

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"As the finishing touch, God created the Dutch!"
:icongaleofdarknessgirl:
Oh, Willow.....

Don't give up now! All you need to do is tell your dad
'LOOK! I'm old enough to go to places I want!"

And I'm sure your drawings and art are fine.

And in all this, is true. You know you always have my support for everything.

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Die, die we all pass away
But don't wear a frown cuz it's really okay
And you might try 'n' hide
And you might try 'n' pray
But we all end up the remains of the day
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
Yeah yeah yeah
:icon101cindyneutron101:
WILLOW CIRETSA!!! IF YOU GIVE UP WRITING AND DRAWING I WILL BE IN JAIL FOR BEATING YOU AND UNCLE TONY UP!!!! YOU ARE FREAKING AWESOME AT BOTH AND I WILL NOT STAND FOR YOU THROWING AWAY SOMETHING THAT YOUVE BEEN AFTER FOR ASLONG AS I CARE TO REMEMBER! TONY IS AN ASSHOLE AND HAD NO RIGHT TO DO THAT!!!


---storms away killing random puppies and stuffed animals in a blind rage

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-Witchy Ahsayuni

-Manda Beth

-Japanese

-"The crazy chick in the back of the room cackling evilly as she is throwing flaming knives at her lowly minions... with help from MoMo her partner in crime."
:icondarkangel10003:
Lmao you called my father an asshole, i love you!!!:love:

--
A drunk driver is dangerous, everybody knows that. But so is a drunk backseat driver if he's persuasive!

Me-*drunk*"Dude, turn left."

Driver-"Those are trees..."

Me-"Trust me!"
:icondarkangel10003:
A week? I coulnt even do 5 minutes!!!><

--
A drunk driver is dangerous, everybody knows that. But so is a drunk backseat driver if he's persuasive!

Me-*drunk*"Dude, turn left."

Driver-"Those are trees..."

Me-"Trust me!"

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