Yep, it's mah birthday once again and this time I'm 18! I am now legal and I can vote and I can buy cigarettes and I can get tattoo! Whoohoo!!!

I can't wait till I'm old enough to run for president!

At my school, there is an 8th grader named Katy Hollis who is now officially on death's doorstep. She obtained the deadly e-coli virus that is truly killing her. She had recovered a little bit a few days ago but I just found out in a text that she is now back in critical condition. I've never once spoke to the girl but I feel for her and for her family. She has an older sister in the 10th grade who is taking it quite roughly. This family needs prayers. I don't care what religion you are or even if you're atheist. Just please, think about her and pray for recovery. She really needs it.

I got tagged by my love

BASIC...
Name: Willow
Birthday: September 26 (Less than a month away then I'll be 18!!!!)
Height: 6ft 1 in
Weight: Does it matter?
Eye Color: Greenish Brown
Hair Color: Black
Race: Caucasian
Zodiac Sign: Libra

DO YOU...
Drink?: Not yet.
Smoke?: No but I've been inhaling second hand smoke for the past 18 years, does that count?
Use Drugs?: If yaoi was a drug, then yes. But it's not, so noooo.
Cuss?: Yes.
Play Any Instruments?: Used to play the clarinet but don't anymore.
Have Any Peircings?: Yeah, two in each ear.
Have Any Tattoos?: No, but I might have one in about a monthxD
Like To Annoy People?: Very much so when I'm in the mood.
Like Life?: Not so much right now. Me and my best friend got pissed off at each other and I haven't heard anything from her in the pas 5 hours.
Wear Make-Up?: Only on special occasions.
Dye Your Hair?: Sometimes.
Scream At The top of your lungs for no reason?: Not a lot.
Get Distracted By Shiny Objects?: Oooh, a shiny nickel...my precious...
Like Pina Coladas?: No.
And Getting Caught In The Rain?: Oh, of courseXD

ARE YOU...
Dependable?: Depends on what mood I'm in.
Trustworthy?: More often than not.
Obsessive?: Of certain things and characters. Anti-Cosmo, L, Sideshow Bob, Orlando Bloom, and others.
Hyper Active?: I'll leave that to Ren...once we start talking again...
Active in general: Somewhat.
Happy?: Eh...
Content?: I guess.
Boring?: Only people who are bored are boring.
Violent?: Let's not go into that...heh heh...
Evil?: Very:3
Hippie-Ish?: Not really, but I have been known to hug trees.
Shy?: Very, till you get to know me.
Paranoid?: Somewhat.
Annoying?: I can be^^
Social?: Not really, but I'm getting better.
Religious?: I believe in God but I'm no Jehovah Witness.

WHATS YOUR FAVORITE...
TV Show?: Right now? Tie between Simpsons and Futurama.
Movie?: Pirates of the Carribean
Band/Singer(s)?: Three Days Grace
Song?: Familiar Taste of Poison by Haelstorm.
Book/Story?: I love books; I would never pick just one!
Color(s)?: Blood red.
Shape? Um, circle?
Animal?: Raccoons and baby penquins:3
Person(s)?: Lots of people.
Smell?: Lavender.
Flower?: Roses.
Subject?: Math.
Board?: Surf board, yo!
Musical: RENT
Sport?: Volleyball
Word?: Victorian
Quote?: "There are no accidents, only the inevitable."
Hobby?: Drawing/Writing.
Store?: Barnes and Noble.
Season?: Fall.
Time Of Day?: Afternoon.

WHATS YOUR...
Worst Fear?: Heights.
Life Goal?: To become a famous writer.
Greatest Accomplishment?: Getting people to love me.

WHICH ONE...
Pepsi Or Coke?: Pepsi
McDonald's Or Burger King?: McDonald's
Converse Or Vans?: Vans
Dogs Or Cats?: Raccoons^^
AIM, YIM Or MSN Messenger?: YIM
Chicken Or Fish?: Chicken.
Black Or White?: Plaid
MTV Or FUSE?: SYFY! XDDDD
MP3 player, ipod or CD player?: Ipod
Pants Or Shorts?: Pants

DISCRIBE YOUR PERFECT...
Day: Sleeping all day and staying up all night.
Room: Flat screen TV, my own bathroom, a huge king sized bed with velvet blankets.
Life: I like my life, thank-you-very-much.
World: I know I sound like Miss America, but world peace would be lovely.
Romantic Date: A starry night in Paris.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN...
God?: Yes but I'm not a firm believe.
Heavan & Hell?: It's a thought.
Angels & Demons?: Sure
Reincarnation?: It could happen.
Yourself?: Yes
Ghosts?: Sure
UFOs?: Yes.
Big Foot?: Yes
Lockness Monster?: Yeah!
A Thing Called Love?: Of course.

WOULD YOU EVER...
Kill Someone Else?: It would depend on the situation.
Kill Yourself?: Probably not.
Beg For Money?: Never.
Skydive?: *scared of heights*
Bungee Jump?: *Scared of heights dammit*
Make out in the rain?: Very romanticX3
Run Away From Home?: Well, it'd be kinda pointless since in less than a year, I'll be in college.
Ride A Motorcycle?: Absolutely.
Do Extreme Sports?: Noooooo.

MORE ABOUT YOU...
Do You Own A Car?: No, but I will one day own a new Ford F-150 truck<3
Ever Been To Jail?: No
Ever Gotten Kicked out?: No, but there was one close call.
Do You Have A Job?: Unfortunately.
Do You Like Taking Surveys Like This?: Somewhat.

THATS ALL FOLKS...
Are You Lonely?: No not really
Are You Sitting In A BeanBag Chair Eatin' Cheetos?: Yep!
Do You Feel The Urge To Send Me A Thousand Dollars?: No way jose!
Do You Know Where That Comes From?: Ron Tater Salad White
How Many Licks Does It Take To Get To The Center Of A Tootsie Pop?: No. And do you know why? Because you touch yourself at night.
Is That Your Final Answer?: Yep.
Are You Sure?: Oh yes.
Postitive?: You will die!!!
Glad That This Is Over?:

Yes, my friends, tomorrow I will be going back to school. This year is my senior year. A year of parties and football games and new adventures. I am excited that my high school life is almost gone because I really wanna get out of here. But on a sadder note I'm depressed that my summer must end. I've been really easy going on my fanfiction and drawings but I'll try to step it up a notch if I can. I'll update as frequently as possible since my schedule is more flexible this year but I can't make any promises. I love you all since I finally got to 10,000 views and 100 watchers so I thank you all as well. I love all your review on my stories. They give me such encouragement. I hope everyone has a good rest of summer break. I'll update my journal this Friday night to tell you how my last year of high school is going so until then...Good bye!!!

The reason for my probably weird choice in journal title is because one day at work I was talking with two of my co-workers, De-Andrea, and Shelby and for some reason we get onto the conversation of homosexuals. Being bisexual myself, I was kinda uncomfortable since no one at work knows that I'm bi, but Shelby was talking crap about how she didn't understand how two women could fall in love with each other and how sex works for two women. Then she says something so crappy that I almost smacked her, "There isn't such thing as being bisexual. You either like women or you men. There's no between."

Hello?! Earth to girl who lost her virginity at the age of 12! There is such thing as bisexual! People can admit to being attracted to both sexes because that's the way they are. I'm tired of people putting down others because of their choices in lovers when they themselves lost their dignity long ago.

I mean, I used to hate work because it made me work but now I hate it cause all my co workers talk about it sex. One of my co workers is pregnant at the age of 17 because her boyfriend won't wear a freakin condom and does it stop there? No of course not. A fellow Door worker, Aaron, won't stop bragging about what he can get his girlfriend to do to him in bed. De-Andrea won't shut up about all the girls he done 'it' with. And even my shift leaders and managers won't be quiet about their sex life.

Enough is enough. I've had it. I think I'm gonna quit soon. It's not that I'm uncomfortable because I've read worse on he internet but the way the guys talk about their girlfriends just piss me off. Aaron has a girlfriend but also has a so called 'fuck buddy' on the side as well. And the way he talks about them I just freakin get pissed off. If these guys don't cool it then yeah I'm going to just quit and get it over with.

I'm sorry about the confusing journal. I hope all of you have a better week than I'm going to and please, I want to hear your opinions on this. Whether its the bisexual thing or whether or not I should quit cause I need advice.

And Raccoon I'm sorry if i'm missing any texts or calls. My phone is dead and it won't come back alive. I don't know whats wrong with it or anything I just know it's dead. Maybe Ill get a new one soon but please forgive me and know I'll always love you!!!